|oh. i have much to tell...
||[Nov. 13th, 2003|05:44 pm]
|||||something on the television. i hate television.||]|
and i quote:
"well. tonight is bible study. im stoked. its the highlight of my week. not joking. i love it. bible study and the weekends. sleeping in. aw... how nice those words sound. i cannot wait until this week is completed, and i can relax and have fun.. let loose. go to the dance. get wild. be free."
that was from my last entry. and little did i know that will had fooled me into thinking that he was coming to get me for bible study, when really, it was a trick, and daniel was gonna get me. so there i was.. at home... resting. in my pjs.. and the door bell rings, and im all, "oh its just will, who needs to change... will doesnt care..." YEAH! good joke. it was daniel. and to my surprise, bible study was at his house. wow. so i was all excited. woo for emily.
however. daniel. hm. he is nice, i think he is a great guy, lots of potential. but i do not know. could i honestly spend time with him, every day? could i really talk to him on the phone and like, be his girlfriend? i do not think so.
and so i have thought. and thought. haha. well, over a week or twos time. and i have come to the conclusion...
i do not have a crush on daniel.
things have not worked out, and randomly showing up at my house to pick me up = weird. or at least, odd. yeah. so that was the turning point. as crazy as i may sound.. i was not flattered. strange girl i am.
so at about the same time as this decision... (last week.. specifically friday) i say to jori, "hey jor, what are you doing tonight?" and so she says to me, "well... ya know... going to the bowling alley... you should come!" and so she calls later... and BEHOLD.
RYAN SELF WANTS TO GO BECAUSE I AM GOING.
but plans got changed, and we ended up not going... tear. THEN we go the next day. saturday. late. from like 10 to like almost 1. good fun. good fun.
and i tell you, i had a wonderful evening. and i have not had a wonderful evening like that since... well, a LONG TIME.
and so i say all that to say.
i think i might be developing a crush on ryan. yes. ryan.
which brings me to my next piece of info for whoever to read. WAIT! i cant write this.. the person who isnt suppose to read this, will probably read it. and that would be bad. very bad. so i will just say, the plans i have made for this weekend are exciting and im stoked. but ryan wants to go bowling again, so therefore im like, ugh. but im still excited. but im still like ugh..
but besides my drama with boys and bowling and the weekend and such...
well. there is really nothing else. hm. sad. i have now realized my life revolves around boys, bowling, weekends and such. lol. wow. or at least today it does. hhmm...
i am hungry, and i must go eat before i die.